Familiarity Breeds Contempt

What’s the definition of a best friend to you?
The coolest people you know? Someone who stick with you through thick and thin? The person who needs you most? The person you need most?

For me, its neither one from above.
My best friend is just the person I know best.
There is a saying – Familiarity breeds contempt… I agree.

These few days I was busy with going out with friends/gang for a drink (YAM CHA) as I was going to leave Tawau soon. So last night was no different, I was planning to enjoy a football match between Liverpool and Chelsea with my football fanatic friends. One of them was Kabir- my best friend. Well, he didn’t show up. I actually was ready to be disappointed by him this time…Because I’ve become immune to disappointments from him because I taken his crap too many times. He has been this irresponsible ever since I’ve known him. If he can’t make it, he should give an excuse and I’ll be ok with it. But often, he won’t bother to call if he can’t make it.
HOWEVER, I was a bit pissed because I am leaving soon… I just want to meet him up one last time! After that I won’t even care or miss his ass.
OH well, I forgave him… we are actually going to meet up tonight with our old classmates . Let’s see how things turn out~

By the way, Chelsea rulez! They won the football match… woohoo!

Power Cut Off... twice!!

This morning after having breakfast in one of my favorite noodles shop, I went home and there was a power cut off. I was like “ WHAT THE HELL! What I am going to do now?!”
So my brother suggested me to read a book. It’s a book that teaches you to be a real man. I hope that’s not sarcasm from my bro towards me! (gonna review it after i finish it)

I only get to finish two chapters as the power came back. So… back to my best friend> the television! Hehe. I watched a DVD, starring DMX – Never Die Alone.

The Show was mind blowing-literally! Damn violent show~ DMX is not the typical hero in this film. There are lots of killing in this show. All connected to DMX the trouble maker. The ending is crappy though. The only survivors are the writer of this DMX character’s biography and DMX’s son. DMX had a gf, and this gf gave birth to this boy… well the gf died of heroine overdose (DMX doing)…so the son killed DMX without knowing that X is his father. SEE WHAT HAPPENS IF WE FUCK AROUND?!!! LIFE’S A BITCH… SHIT HAPPENS! The end~

Second power cut off was at night… but luckily it was a short period of time. After the power came back. I watched Six sense AGAIN to confront my fears I guess…hehe.

Before the power cut off in the night, a friend of mine called me and asked about when I am going kl and stuff… then she realized how much she will miss me .. Got me thinking, I really really hope I made an impact in Tawau. If not the town, at lease in my friends life.
I was always a pretty good listener and comforter, but I am not sure whether I really helped. I think it’s a good quality God gave me … that I actually care for others.
We’ll see what happens when I go KL to study. BYEBYE tawau. Won’t miss U… lol!

Noise...lots of it or none at all?

“Hmmm… what shall I do today?” is often the few things I think after waking up since I have all the time in the world. Well… today was no different, so I decided to watch a movie to kill time. In fact, I watched 2 movies today. Both pretty good but damn boring larr! I watched Before Sunset and Fireworks. Both these movies are very boring in different ways… The exact opposite I might say.

First, I watched Before Sunset in the morning with my brother. The story is about a guy and a girl who met somewhere in Europe . The connection between them was immediate and profound. Both of them had the night of their life. But the relationship lasted 14 hours as the guy had to go. They made a promise to meet each other up in six months time in Vienna. Well, the guy showed up but the girl didn’t. ….9 years has passed. They guy became a best selling novel author in the states. He went to Paris for a book tour… On his last day, during his autograph session, the girl he met in Europe was watching him from the back of the room. And the WHOLE MOVIE continued with this guy and girl catching with one another. So the whole show basically is in a café and a street in Paris where they were walking and chatting. I call this a boring show because there were only 2 cast in it and those places mentioned... oh yea, and lots of dialogues in it.

At night, I watched Fireworks. It’s a Japanese Mafia movie. Way too Silent…. It was like watching a silent film. Don’t get me started with the plot. Coz I ain’t got a clue… lol!!! It’s a freakin mafia movie, what else u expect it to be? Its about a mafia that somehow has a problem with talking but have the passion to beat up people... haha.

In my life, I don’t think I have watched more boring movies than this 2. Oh well, Its only because my weird brother is back that I will watch it with him. hehe

Hmm, College Life!?

Last night was one of my friend’s farewell.
We celebrated it in Oasis. The so called celebration went pretty well because I got to meet some of my old friends which I hadn’t keep in touch. The night started with a few drinks, then lots of chatting. After that, we chilled in HighWay. That was the perfect dating spot in Tawau… many couples were doing their thang over there. Me, Andrew, Loong (the friend that was leaving soon) had a drink in one of those kopitiam before we went home.

I wonder, College Life. How it is like ?!
I can’t wait to experience it!
But for me, the college life FEEL most probably won’t be there.
I have a flat there, that means I don’t have to stay with roommates or housemates.
I have all the distractions there, ie: Astro, Internet and a Hi Fi.
My sister and brother is living with me, that means I won’t have the nostalgic feelings for home.
Even my mom considers “early retirement” to take care of the 3 kids.
WHY?! I’ll only have college life once, why must it be screwed by the tender loving care?!

Joke Time!!!

This one is called 3 Guys and The Devil.

A math teacher, librarian, and a regular dumbass are confronted by the devil.The Devil says: you will each ask me a question. If I answer the question correctly I will kill you. If I get it wrong, I will let you go. Well, the math teacher goes first and asks: what is the toughest formula ever created. The devil gets it right and kills him. The librarian asks: what is the toughest text in the story of Socretes. The devil gets it right and kills him. The dumbass comes up and says: give me chair. The devil snaps his fingers a chair appears. He says drill hundreds of holes in it. The devil once again snaps is fingers and the chair is filled with holes. The dumbass sits on it and the chair and lets a huge fart out. He asks what hole did that come out of? The devil is dumbfounded and says the third one from the right. The dumbass proudly says: Nope it came out of my asshole

My First Rap

BIG V
Its called - Don't patronize me. Its my first time, enjoy!


Don’t Patronize Me!
Look at me, Do I look like those kids u always see?
Tell me who the hell I’m suppose to be?!

They call me – B-I-G to da VIC

well I'm the devastatin' never fakin'
Always keep your body shakin'
Steady rockin' never stoppin'
Keep your body always jockin'
Rock the beat ' shock the beat'
Till it's time to stop the beat
Steady moving' show improvement'
Keep the party keep on groovin'

I won’t STOP!

coz you ain't my daddy and I'm letting you know
That you can't tell me when it's time to go
See I get on the mic and show you what it's about
Cuz' even my momma said knock you out!

My Life MUST GO ON!!!

Me: (thinking), shit! why got people sitting in my seat?!
Dude: Is this your seat?
Me: ya! ( thinking that he will appologize and get the fuck off)
Dude: Oh.............okie, how arr?
Me: (thinking) What the FUCK?! He certainly has the balls!!!I am SO gonna Rip them off if he doesn't get out from my bloody seat!

- This was what happened in a formal dinner earlier tonight-

After he asked me the fucking stupid question (how arr?), he and his friend went to some place else to sit.
IN FRONT OF ME THAT IS, what a good view... If I had decided to go bulimic~! pieces of shit!

~ now.... i know i am very cruel to use these crude words on them, i am feeling bad in a way too. I know!

but NO, i am not feeling guilty of saying all these things about them, but i feel pretty bad of how REAL i can be , how i just can't pretend to just accpet them and how i could hate someone till this extend! Why can't i be a hypocrite just like everyone else?!

There is a reason why i hate this "dude" in the first place. I still remember... when i was only primary 1, this dude was primary 2 prefect who loves to over use his power. So u can imagine/ even when i was so small, i dislike this particular person. Each time i see him, the more annoyed i got, and the more annoyed i got, the bigger my hatred got. I am feeling so bad for having these much hatred and anger in me. As a christian, i should forgive others if i want God to forgive me. But the "dude" haven't sin againts me, I have nothing to forgive him... I just dislike his ass~ Lord Help Me! why can't i just accept him as who he is (this freakin annoying guy!) just like how U accept everyone for who they are?!

Same goes to everyone i hated or hate, i don't want to continue my life like this. I am going to forgive everyone who has pissed me off badly in the pass and have a fresh start, without any hate in my heart~

Not a Bad Day

Today was a pretty good day for me. Fresh bowl of beef noodle soup ready on the table for me as i woke up. Boy, was i hungry~ I didn't have dinner the night before, so i finished the noodle soup including half of my sister share. About 10 .30 in the morning, my friend Andrew came and pick me up and went town. Last night, Andrew and I decided to go Servay in the morning to visit some of my friends that is working part time in that mall. We ended up in Servay-safely! , but dissapointed as all of my friends were forced to resign before chinese new year. So we went to dreamland for lunch after that. I ordered baked crab although i was craving for those juicy cheese burgers... MMM~ And then, Andrew's mom walked in with her friends... Aiyo~ small world!
So i did nothing interesting in the afternoon till 4. I went for a work out in the gym and saw this Punk - don't know him in person, but i know he studies in my school. He looked like a Loser outside, but pretty strong dude. Reminds me of the time when he was punished on stage in front of the school because he beat some kid.
at that time, i was laughin my ass off. i said ~: Budak Lembik oso dare to hit ppl, hahaha!! NOW i know!
After gym, my father brought me to small shop and have coconut drink. The girl in that shop was flirting all the way, i think~ hehe. Reached home and was greeted by my brother, he brought back some ps2 games.
i tried a few of them... BOY WAS I FREAKIN PISSED!!!! my favourite game, nba street (among the games he brought back) can not play. So bloody stupid one, other games can play but mine can't!
oh well, end my day with watching blastoff at hit. tv. happy with the results! K-town clan rocks!

~end~

Dirty Joke Time

this is called : 3 task!

A man walks into a bar and see's a special going on. He reads the sign and it says complete 3 tasks and win a lifetime supply of boose. So he asks the bartender "what are the three tasks?" The bartender replies "1. drink three bottles of tequila 2. theres an alligater with a sore tooth out back u gotta pull it 3. there's a woman upstairs who has never had an orgasm u have to give it to her. So the man says Ok ...give me the tequila! He drinks down all the bottles 2 gulps each. Then he says "ok bring me out back." Then there is shredding noises and growling. He comes back inside his shirt is all torn and he says to the bartender "Now where's the girl with the sore tooth".

gross? ... if u think it was, my job here is done!!! lol
http://www.joke-pages.com

My Bro is Back

Me and My Brother. One of the best joker (dirty jokes that is ) i know.
Today, he'll be back to Tawau after almost a year.
He'll be staying in my room, using my pc, and playing my ps2.

New Favourite Actor

Remember the accident i got into yesterday? I watched 2 movies beetween that incident happened.
Morning i watched "closer" , and at night i watched " beyond borders". Both also stars Clive Owen.
Both of his performance was flawless. So glad that he won a golden globe for his role in "closer". In "closer" , he plays a horny doctor that won't take shit from others. My favourite line in that show is "thank you for your honesty, now fuck off and die ....you fucked up slag!" ... something like that. He is nominated for an oscar in the best supporting actor category. His role in "beyond borders" was almost the same. A doctor who don't take shit from others. Very touching movie if it wasn't disturbed by other things like stupid phone calls.
oh well, he is my new favourite actor after Samuel .L. Jackson.

Everyone Has A Dark Side

Last night was one of the worst night of my entire life...Not because what had happened to me, but what had I became. After the accident earlier in the afternoon, the day just got worst. I was downloading a program in my pc, it took quite some time to download it as my internet connection sucked. Before the program was downloaded successfully, my sis accidently trip over my phone line and the internet connection was cut off.
I was very mad that time...this is because i had been trying to download some programs to my pc a few days in a row BUT never successful because SOMEHOW my family member will screw things up. My sis was silent for a while although i didn't took out my anger towards her. I just threw stuff around and didn't stop swearing and shouting. So, I decide to calm myself by watching a movie later that night. The phone rang in the middle of the movie, the cordless phone was not anywhere to be found. So i ran to the fax machine phone... NO ANSWER!? PUKIMAK was the first thing i yelled . I was quite pissed because no one talked after i picked up the phone and the cordless phone was not there! I searched for the cordless phone, turns out... it was in front of my mom who was on her handphone at the time so she ignored the cordless phone. I just lost it... I took the cordless phone from her and slamed her room door, off the movie i was watching( no mood ), threw the controller, flip the chair and I realeased my anger by punching the walls.
After that, when me and my mom got into a huge fight, i continue the movie and tried downloading the program to my pc again.
Sometime its so much easier when you're alone~ Its so difficult to find peace nowadays!

oh yea~ all the fucking programs were downloaded successfully 2 in the morning... maybe something good happened on that day after all.

My First Bang

Today I was pretty excited because no one was going to be at home for lunch. So my plan was to go out with my friend and have chicken rice.
About 12 .30 ,he came and fetch me. When we almost reach the chicken rice shop, a car in front of us suddenly stopped and my friend Ah Lok’s car banged into that dumb ass car from behind. That dude step out from his car and ask us to settle else where. OK! this is how the conversation went~

Me : bang, macam mana?
Malay dude : mana saya tahu? Kamu yang langgar kereta saya.
Ah Lok : bawa ke workshop lar, di situ kita kira.
Malay dude : Saya tidak ada masa, saya banyak kerja. Bayar saya di sini saje (smiling)
Me : Saya sekarang ada RM20 saja. Boleh kah?
Malay dude : RM20 terlalu sikit lar, RM 100 sekurang kurangnya! Saya sekarang minta dengan baik baik. Kalau tidak mahu, kita boleh settle di balai polis.
Me : WTF?!

So what to do?! Me and Ah lok both came out with RM50 each to settle the problem.
Mother Fucker~ His bloody Volvo still in good condition some more. Feel like pimp slapping that bitch !!! Ah Lok’s car was sent to the work shop immediately as it was badly hit. That meant NO lunch for me! Ah Lok called his mom to fetch us from the work shop. The mother arrive bout 15 minutes later. Boy was she mad! Apparently, Ah Lok has been taking his car to this workshop more than once. Not cheap man~ Ah Lok spent all his money on his car, because always have accidents~ The mother sent me back, and I still haven’t got my lunch!

What an awful day… me and my friend got into an accident, a bloody ass hole took my money, and this was my first bang~!

I am going to have my crappy lunch now!

Getting Started

morning past quickly as the house had a power cut off... as it had 2 to 3 days ago.
was it frustrating? HELL YEAH!?!! but what you gonna do about it?
So... i went outside and read the news paper... nothing interesting in it, just more news about people hurting other people.

worked out in the evening...at a gym. I was walking on the treadmill and my sis was cycling... while on the phone...crazy girl! Who cycle with a handphone sticking up thier ear?!... accident happen for a reason people!

spent the night with my cousin in her place. spent the night as in TV,TV,TV.

decided to start blogging because of my sis and my cousin.
lets see how things work out.