Finding Myself and NoOne else

I planned to chill yesterday as i was prepared to do most of my college work today- on this b.e.a.utiful holiday in celebration of Malaysia's independence.
Didn't do so... because my friends that i called all either had already made plans or they wanted to rest and go out today instead. I can go out on my own. yes.. but not last night. Yesterday I find myself in college alone after every class ended. (alone in empty classes) As if i wasn't studying in AUSMAT.
well, its not like i'm not use to it. But 3 classes in a row with noone around me (that i actually want hanging out) after class. Its like what da hell maN~! Do I even have friends?!

My pick of the time table sucked. I chose cool people to hang out with rather -friends- that like hanging out with me. about 3/5 of my timeslots i dislike.

Oh well, at least after college hours was alright. I played basketball with MJ- waited for his class to end then played together. Though no proper gear (i was wearing baggy jeans and a pink t-shirt) , i had fun and saw myself improve in 3points shots.
there goes my self motivation shitz again. I sucked.. i don't play that often- not my fault. haha!

currently listening to B2K's take it to the floor... Daaammn!~ good shizzle.